Promises...

Why do i always get myself into such situations? So many have let me down with their promises. Now, a certain somebody told me, "there will be things that i cannot and will not say as they will only lead on to promises which i cannot keep."

WHY??!!! Why me? What have i done to deserve this? I really see myself walking down the road to destruction. I have given up hope. Right now, i just feel like going to club and go back to those days whereby i drink till i drop. The days that i used to gallivant. Used to have fun.

I want to numb myself......i need to...i have to... I hate all of you!! I really hate all of you!!!